Wednesday, February 10, 2010
Tuesday, February 9, 2010
Dear Sir,
I've been a consistent devotee of yours and I have not failed you. Throughout the years I have admired your work, played in your field, and even tried to imitate you. As a quarter of a century approaches my age, I now plead you to return my soul as compensation for my wild acts and fearless past. There will be no greater follower as myself, and there will be no greater master as you Sir; however, as time goes by and my mind becomes more wise, my feelings become intact. So as a last request, I'd like my soul back please. Mankind awaits me in open arms on the other side of the road.
In regards from,
Your one & only.
I've been a consistent devotee of yours and I have not failed you. Throughout the years I have admired your work, played in your field, and even tried to imitate you. As a quarter of a century approaches my age, I now plead you to return my soul as compensation for my wild acts and fearless past. There will be no greater follower as myself, and there will be no greater master as you Sir; however, as time goes by and my mind becomes more wise, my feelings become intact. So as a last request, I'd like my soul back please. Mankind awaits me in open arms on the other side of the road.
In regards from,
Your one & only.
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Monday, February 8, 2010
Saturday, February 6, 2010
I want to be a good woman
And I want, for you to be a good man.
This is why I will be leaving
And this is why, I can’t see you no more.
I will miss your heart so tender
And I will love
This love forever
I don’t want be a bad woman
And I can’t stand to see you be a bad man
I will miss your heart so tender
And I will love
This love forever
And this is why I am leaving
And this is why I can’t see you no more
This is why I am lying when I say
That I don’t love you no more
Cause I want to be a good woman
And I want for you to be a good man
- Cat Power - "Good Woman"
And I want, for you to be a good man.
This is why I will be leaving
And this is why, I can’t see you no more.
I will miss your heart so tender
And I will love
This love forever
I don’t want be a bad woman
And I can’t stand to see you be a bad man
I will miss your heart so tender
And I will love
This love forever
And this is why I am leaving
And this is why I can’t see you no more
This is why I am lying when I say
That I don’t love you no more
Cause I want to be a good woman
And I want for you to be a good man
- Cat Power - "Good Woman"
For the last year and a half something in my conscience has prevented me to fall asleep before knocking on wood for the dreadful thoughts that may come to mind. I am not certain of what lead to this uncomfortable bad habit, but I must knock on wood before falling asleep. Every other day before falling asleep or waking up in the morning a bad thought comes to mind that something might happen to my immediate family whilst out on the streets. Something like an accident or a farewell with no polite good bye. Every morning when I wake up to my mothers alarm and before she leaves I pray and hope that nothing bad happens to her while on her way to work. Every morning when my sister leaves I pray and hope that nothing bad happens to her as well. Its something within me that does not let me rest, because I'm in fear that some tragedy might occur, and that if I dont knock on wood it would be my fault. It is very agonizing to say the least, and it has impaired my sleep and intervened with my daily thoughts. I need to learn to somehow overcome this fear that one day I might lose them in some sort of tragedy, God forbids such thing, but I know that I am not one to prevent such events.
Tuesday, February 2, 2010
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