I don't play around with my meat. I eat that shit up like a big fat dick.

its time to say good bye, time to let you go. In my mind i thought youd be mine, but now i realize it will never be fine. I must learn to compromise, and that in friendships love never lasts. And so this is my so long, and here's to hoping you and I find real love in another time.

Chills down my spine, all around my motherfucking heart. I want to vomit.

HUMANS ARE SELFISH AND I WANT TO VOMIT

I really wanted to believe that all people were beautiful.

Hay dias en cuales quisiera gritar hasta sangrar. Pero no puedo, no puedo, solo porque necesito la voz para decirte cuanto te quiero. Eres el primer pensamiento al amanecer, y el ultimo recuerdo al anochecer.

He was cute and funny on the phone, and we laughed all night long.
We seemed to get along just fine, and we touched on taboo subjects as well.
The hours went by so fast, and next thing I know we talked about us.
One thing lead to another, and there was an awkward pause in between words.
I heard him breathing on the other line, and it was tense but very relaxed.
We wondered if we'd get ever work it out, and I simply could not understand why not.
It was the climax in the setting of Destiny, but we knew how to play along.
We moved on and laughed a few more times just before we said good night.
After the au revoir, I thought to myself "maybe he's been the one all along".

I believe there's two ways of rising to the top and beyond. One way is to create a persona in which all people can relate and praise to. To be able to make them feel like you're with them, and use their support as strength. You'd want to seem noble, but not necessarily perfect. This creative force would then allow people to want to seek more of you, to learn from you, and help you grow as they'd think you're all walking the same line. Beneath that character would be your life, the ambitious, driven, and sometimes egotistical true-self that some might want to discover, but ultimately never will. Like religion, popularity and the superior belief are the foundation to access the highest branch of life.
There is, however, a more determined and perhaps less complicated way of achieving position in the top spot. What makes us mortal slowly kills us in the end. All of your emotions, your feelings, senses, and even your thought-process must be reversed and stationed in a position where no act of guilt could get in. Letting go of your traumas, your need of loving someone, and the conscience of feeling guilt, will paralyze all of your emotions. It will free your body and mind from acting upon what we've been taught in society as right or wrong. You will no longer feel shame or remorse. A cold heart is the only one that can survive on the highest peak of a slippery mountain. Once you're determined, you will walk through everyone who gets in your way, through everything that might want to trip you, and through it all you will get to the top. You must be able to stomp on your competition without remorse, because they will do it to you if you let them.
Some might argue that such negativity and process is not necessary, that if you do a good job and are smart about things you will get to the top. Take a look around, look at those who are above us, and tell me they've gotten there through honesty and hard work. Our morals and ethics are only rules of society to control a more civil life. Remember that we don't know what Life is about, but if its a game you might as well play your right cards. Everyone is your enemy, and everything is your competition. Maybe Life is about testing your mind and soul for success, or maybe Life is about testing your senses for what we call "happiness". Either way, none exist without a fight, and in the end we're all alone looking for the same place.

From now on you shall refer to me as the Beast. The one that comes out in the darkest of nights and preys on the innocent.

What's the point of going half way if you're not going to taste the sweetest end.

"I'd burn this building if I were you. I'll still be alive even if I'm gone in your eyes. You can't kill what's already dead."

The only Evil we encounter is the one we release through our anger and selfish-malevolent hatred towards other's and ourselves. We are the Devil itself, we are our own Death's pathway. For lack of moral respect, and for the lack of understanding, we prevail as the antagonist to Mother Nature's righteous ways of showing us empathy. We devour our knowledge and abuse it by drowning it in exploitation and releasing it as the common privilege. We sometimes forget we are here for a reason; because without reasoning in Life we wouldn't know of Hate, and without Hate we wouldn't know of Love. We must remember our reasons for living, and that our actions speak for our thoughts, and if our thoughts speak for our feelings, then we are the only one's who can stop Evil from finding Love. We must not conclude that by forgetting of our reasoning we are justifying our actions by allowing Evil an excuse to mark its scars for Love to cross its path. We have the power to change our own Destiny, and we have the sufficient knowledge to live a reasonable Life without the excuses to rely on. We are not perfect, but in our minds we can be, and if we think it we can live it.

-Mikel

Believe everything you've heard about me; I've done it better and am better than the truth itself.

The world can be such a wonderful place if we just close our eyes and slowly take each breath at a time for what it is; life at its best.

Happiness is just a momentary feeling of euphoric sensations and short-lived joyous emotions. Feelings, like senses, come and go in a variety state-of-mind situations; therefore, it is safe to say that "happiness" is a short-term feeling lived within a momentum of positive emotions. Many of us, however, always ask ourselves, "When will I be happy?" or "Why can't I just be happy?". This brings me to the conclusion that we almost always confuse the experience of being satisfied, contentment, with the state of mind being actual happiness. You can never truly live in complete happiness, but you could live in contentment for a long-term period of time.

The greatest form of a turn on is the animosity between two intellectual persons when challenging each other in a concealed flirtatious way.

I don't miss you. I just miss fucking with you.

If you want a boy there's plenty of those to juggle along your temporary fun. If you want a real man, you'd have to be a homewrecker to prize yourself with one.

Don't be offended by my indecency, point blank, I'm just an obscene sinister.